Still Life

I don’t know how much longer I can live like this, my brain constantly running interference and ruining my life. Zen Master CDs are helping but I just can’t seem to relax. Caffeine and cigarette addiction factor in I suppose, set me on edge, keep me skinny. I just can’t cope with all this thinking.

And then as suddenly as it all began I hear something like this and apathy hits. Then joy. Stupid head of mine…